to YOU, My Peanut Butter
posted on 12 Dec 2009 10:17 by paydear
Shall I say a word?
Should I share a tear?
I don't know how I should express my feeling . . .
to YOU.
As my head gone blank,
My heart felt incredible heavy.
Couldn't believed my own eyes . . .
It was dark, I told myself.
What I saw was nothing on a wooden stand.
So I reached my hand to touch that spot,
to prove myself my eyes were fool me.
But instead of soft furry touch I expect,
my fingers reached the air and touched the wooden stand
There were nothing there.
A big pillow bed
and
Peanut Butter were gone . . .
Where is the Dog go?
She could walk already??
I walked quickly to a back door of the garage,
the only place else I always found her.
There was water all over as the rain was still go on silently.
Nothing was there as I expect to see.
Then reality hit,
as my memories played back a call I just got.
"They took Peanut to a doctor."
My fear froze me,
". . . Put her to sleep."
I knew the time will come.
I knew that is the best we can do.
But . . .
It all came so quickly.
I thought I was prepare,
But it seem that I didn’t prepare at all.
I miss YOU,
And I will ALWAYS DO.
OUR Peanut Butter,
Friday 11 December 2009
Memorial of
The most Wonderful and Kindest dog I will ever know.
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